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Pamela Morton

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Friday, June 23, 2023

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Loyalty is everything. If it was nobody you could depend on I know it’ll be me. Your baby! From the start till we say we finished. You forever live thru me… your twin.. your babygirl.. your nana. I cherish these times but we have more to create in spirits may you continue to guide me protect me love me discipline me grandmother. My personal Angel . I was sent to you & you were sent to me. Everything they took we gonna get back Inshallah baby. Crazy how folks do you. It’s okay we got heart some they never had the real Chosen Ones. I love you forever mwahhh ik you up dere happy lol peaceful ain’t it? Nobody using you right Hurting you PHYSICALLY MENTALLY AND EMOTIONALLY right Nomore Defending yourself right etc because I go through that for you now nomore I got you. The baby you raised got you. I promise ima fix it all. You knew nobody else was gon really raise me you left for so many reasons and I got Older and understood… you left to protect me protect me of people places things that I can’t see and also to teach me lessons and etc but I see.. and I know you see all the bad that had been done to me behind my back and in front of my face the abuse the neglect the users manipulators narcissistics acts the lies the backstabs the bruises the fake energy the devils the maliciousness the stealing talk behind your back smile in your face the stares the looks the awkwardness I can go on. Play dumb. You know. I’m like you in a lot of ways they envy me. Idk why but I’m starting to get it more more day by day a lot of secrets a lot of unspoken things a lot of deceivers and deceitful doings that I know perhaps you see beautiful. Been seen. The things that were occurring you passed in the midst and left me scarred not knowing you were watching all of this play out all along because you knew in your heart. He’s wrong I don’t speak on it nomore just talk to you and Allah about it .. I’m a liar I’m crazy I’m schizophrenic I’m this I’m that yea yea yea but none of that doesn’t hide facts and the truth lol. I remind I got sent to my room from eating a devil dog … please tell me how silly that sounds.. this man does not and never has loved me .. just used and abused and wants respect ? NVER been a father to me but wants that title? Purposely kept me away from my mother lol etc . He doesn’t treat his other that way she has your house she had your car and crashed it smh oh she has his credit oh he help her with everything. If it wasn’t for me he wouldn’t have his twic card or any of that he used me to get those things and now he has the money wants to just treat me like whatever it been like that as I got older it just gave him a chance to throw me away because I was never wanted. You were there wen I was born he wasn’t he was upstairs shot . You took pics to show him? Why ? He not a good person all he ever did was hurt me in your house he hurt me you know that Allah knows that my life is very traumatizing but knowing you guys up in Jannah see it all makes me feel at ease because I know I’m no liar my pain runs deep and I hide a lot and very secretive because that’s how I was raised . His others were raised different they had a mom and dad not me. I was taught to just be quiet so what I was told speak when spoken to go in your room love bomb energy fake people if you don’t do what I say then you getting your ass whooped instead of talking. Every child isn’t the same or should be bought up the same you talk to kids how you want to be talked to you respect kids how you want to be respected because that’s how you watch them real world traits you know I wasnt I literally grew up teaching myself stuff go to teenage years my life fell apart you know he’s controlling if he’s not controlling your life or your not following his advice than you get nothing that sucks you know because I like to explore everything I do I like doing new things I’m not stuck in a matrix .. I always wanted to go to different schools and do different things but they kept putting me places I didn’t want to be I had to say so in my life!! Whatsoever . My life was a set up . Mole states was a set up turn me into a boy that you wouldn’t love I hope you still love me I’m still your babygirl.. he lowkey hates me I see it all in his face he praises his other one like she doesn’t do any wrong and I’m always the problem when it’s him. Eveyone look at me bad but I’m fine with that Grandmom I miss you I hate him you left me with him I have no mom I have no one !!! Literally no one I’m alone been alone been homeless numerous times because I speak the truth then wan tell everyone I’m krazy no you never wanted me and think I don’t know the full story.. he such a liar he choked me out atleast 4 times in my teenage years I know you seen. He literally a demon .. I see a side of home only a few seen .. I know him better than anyone he doesn’t even know himself . I see why he doesn’t believe in anything he sent here demonically. He’s not real he does the devils work manipulation narcissist nasty work . I have your rings and I just want you to know they mean everything!!!! Because I have nothing of you they stripped EVERYTHING THERES NOTHING LEFT YO I WAS SUPPOSED TO HAVE THE HOUSE THATS MY HOUSE MY MEMORUES WITH YOU THATS NOT FAIR MY HEARTBROKEN ISTGGG YOUR CAR LIEK POSE TO BE MINE I WAN TO REMEMBER YOU AND FEEL YOU TOUCH LIKE OMG I HATE THEM I HATE THE DEVIL GRANDMOM I MISS YOU BABY PLEASE STAY WITH ME ALWAYS PLEEAE YOUR SPIRT RINGS THE ONLY THING I HAVE LEFT OF YOU </3 ts hurt so bad I love you yo ik yk that I’m so sorry I didn’t protect you and everything you worked for im really sorry if I was this age when Allah Granted you home I would of killed everyone and I mean that. My lord please forgive me Amin. But yea I want to go on but I will talk to you privately I love you Grandmom you live through me

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Friday, June 23, 2023

This for you. My Queen My Protector My Everything My Heart beat for you you’ve been shining your light on me . I’ve been apart of you it’s gon stay that way REST UP BABY Seeking you and you sought me back MASHAALLAH ALLAH SO GOOD . You were so good to me grandmother I honor you forever and always . Ya baby still your baby I know you see . People fake grandmother keep watching how this play out real rap we gon win I promise ( green hearts foreverrrr ) I LOVEE YOUUU PAMMMM IM SCREAMING DAT JAWN YUHEARDDD I LOVE YOU BABYYYYYYY YOU MY ANGEL IM DESTINED TO COMPLETE OUR MISSION INSHALLAH BABY . KEEP GUIDING ME LIKE YOU BEEN DOING LIKE YOU BEEN TEACHING MY REAL MOM/DAD YOU WAS THAT YOU WAS THAT FOR ME YOUR SOUL WILL NVR REST BECAUSE ITS IN ME I LOVE YOU HOW YOU LOVE ME LOL YOU KNOW THAT WOMAN ( *whispers they think we don’t know lmaooo )

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Friday, June 23, 2023

I’m still your lil nana . You’re watching I know you seen my life story and it hasnt been the best without you but you’re holding my hand I feel you I love you I need you more than ever. Hard sleeping without you these days . They say it gets easier but for me it’s gotten worse since I’m wiser and my eye is open. I see everyone for who they truly are and not the best people as to why I see you tried to keep me most times but gave me up some hoping that particular person would change. But you seen what he did done and who he gives everything to. I accepted that I was chosen from you and Allah and ever since I feel you been living through me grandmother I love you so much and I respect you and we had our talks already personally I know you got me and I got you forever . We not gonna let these thieves win.